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An empty box. A waste of wood, of gold, of effort. An empty box to fill a grave in which no body would ever rest. His mother and his sister could fill it with imagination and find closure in it, but not Zandros. Zandros knew exactly where his father’s bones would rest. And, Light, he hoped they were resting. That was a lie he could tell himself, at least. Resting — though not beneath sweet roses. Resting elsewhere, he could imagine, half buried in the mud. Resting, he hoped. Merely resting.

A golden medallion. Another worthless trinket. A gesture from the King to those who had braved the war and, against all odds, returned. A ceremony of a thousand men and women, and between them all half as many limbs as there ought to have been. The heavy pin on his chest would never be enough to balance the weight of a missing hand. It belonged in a drawer, he determined at once. Piled away beneath forgotten things. Buried.

He would never fight again. Even if his heart, his mind, his soul had wanted to — and, oh, how they desperately did not — his wound would always hold him back. Without his father, the burden of the family business would fall on him. All the better that he might occupy himself with something so quiet, he had thought, until he held a quill in his left hand and failed to write his own name.

And even his family name would fade. He was promised to a woman from a far-off place where he would surely be sent for the remainder of his days. Payment for their connection. And what of his old life would remain for him, then? What of the Alters? In a matter of years would they all be Durants? Consumed by a greater power, would they fade into obscurity?

A week passed by before Zandros could bring himself to return to his new family. After all, how could he face them as the wretch he had become? Would they comment on the way he wheezed? Would they stare at his stump? They would, certainly. They would focus on what had changed. They would ask after what was missing. And how could he tell them the worst of it? That the person they wanted to return — the one they would spare a thought for — had died to save him? Harrowheart had killed a dozen or a hundred good men that day only to save the one that he should have left to die.

When Zandros finally returns to the Nexus it isn’t in his typical finery. That morning when he’d bundled himself against the cold he found himself content in country beige and brown. It felt right, he noted as he made his way to Viatorus’ apartment, that no one should spare him a second thought. It was a sensation he’d never truly understood until he trudged through the snow with his shorn hair under a tweed cap and his stump arm hidden beneath the buttons of his jacket: Humility.

And he would need it in spades today.

In the late hours of the morning he knocks against the door of Viatorus’ apartment. It was the place he’d been when he’d last seen them. Where they’d last seen Harrowheart, he assumed. Remembering their last encounter with the death knight in the Nexus brought a chill into his soul. The glee that had warmed him as he’d heard him fighting the Durants now freezes his stomach. The memory of his joy turns to shame in his heart. What a demon he had been. What a loathsome man. All for a future he was no longer certain he wanted. Not certain he had ever wanted, really.

He knocks once more and hopes they might surprise him with their faces. He hadn’t warned them of his coming, he realized. Light, they might not even be home. If they didn’t show, would he have to face the Weatherhills instead? Would he have to be the one to tell them? He wasn’t sure he could bear that.

“Viatorus?” he calls. “Runa? I-... Isidor?” It's difficult to raise his voice, but he takes in a ragged breath and tries again, louder. “Is anybody home?”

Date: 2020-03-14 04:58 pm (UTC)
heirtothedragonsfire: (Pleasant inquiries)
From: [personal profile] heirtothedragonsfire
That response startles Isidor and she frowns. Her eyes dart accusingly to Runa and then flit back to Zandros. She does her best to wrangle her expression into one of concern, but there's a terseness behind it. "Shouldn't you go home? Your mother, your sister... They'll want you close."

Date: 2020-03-14 05:48 pm (UTC)
heirtothedragonsfire: (All business)
From: [personal profile] heirtothedragonsfire
Well she can't begrudge him that. Wouldn't she feel the same way in his position?

"Fine." She sets down her glass and gets her PINpoint out.

"Take care of each other," she tells Runa and Viatorus, giving them both a serious look before turning to Zandros and holding up a palm. "When you're ready."

Date: 2020-03-15 01:18 am (UTC)
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Somehow her apartment feels colder than when she left it. Dull and more... empty. She's glad of him stepping away, and she continues to make that distance, stopping in front of the cupboard where the alcohol hides. Her fingertips touch the surface, steadying her, but she doesn't pour anything right now. She can't. Not around him. She can't scream or drown herself into a stupor while he's here.

Perhaps it's best. So that he can't see the clenching of her jaw when he echoes her thoughts. So that he can't see her bitterness and rage before she shuffles it back under her cool expression.

She looks over at him and folds her arms. "Then you can tell me how to confirm what you're saying. Tell me how to meet his commander, or find his body."

Date: 2020-03-15 12:40 pm (UTC)
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Not knowing is such a curse. One which every Durant rails against in some manner or another. Even to be left wondering how it is that he 'died' leaves her feeling nauseous and she has to swallow hard not to get stuck on that thought. Her eyes prickle as her mind instinctively tries to guess at whether Zandros means he was torn apart, exploded, crushed... No, no, she has to focus!

"Do you really know so little of me?" she asks, and tilts her chin up. "I will find out. You can help me or you can stand back, but I will find out."

"How are commanders in Acherus summoned? Or communicated with?" If she should avoid going there then maybe she can bring them to her. "I could scry for him, of course... Is the battlefield still dangerous?"

Date: 2020-03-16 05:37 pm (UTC)
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Comfort in inaction? It's definitely not Isidor's way. Doing nothing makes her feel helpless, which she can handle less than not knowing. Even more importantly: If she stops she might fall to her knees and scream until her throat is raw and... she can't. Not now. Not in front of anyone. Especially not in front of Zandros.

"They will listen to me or I will go to them for my answers." She tilts her head, eyes fixing on him so as to erase any notion of protesting. "Which I will have. One way or another."

"Now." She turns to face him properly. "Tell me everything I need to know. About your death knight contact, and the one who you saw on the battlefield. Tell me what happened. Everything."

Date: 2020-04-23 09:14 pm (UTC)
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He'll hold a conversation with me, Isidor thinks, and although her jaw twitches she manages to keep her confident raging silent. Zandros is right, though, all that matters is that he's a death knight, and one who might help. It's difficult to tell what tactics might work best against a strange death knight. He comes to family affairs, though, for his wife. There's something there. Something to work with.

At least she has one death knight that might be a pleasant enough experience. The same can not be said of the one Zandros describes next, his words getting a grimace as Isidor puts two and two together. True, perhaps there are many women death knights with grotesque throat wounds, but the Blightcaster would be worth tracking down either way. Or, even better, her night elf friend.

"I know her," she says once she's pushed the memory of the stench of rot out of her mind.

As much as she doesn't want to deal with that woman again, two leads are better than none. It's enough to relax her, at least. She has a goal again. A distraction.

When she turns to Zandros, she's significantly calmer, her hands folded in front of her. "When is the soonest we can speak with Ademar?"

Date: 2020-04-24 09:54 am (UTC)
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Isidor holds her gaze on Zandros while he hesitates, but it softens when he relents. She shows him to the spare room in her apartment before announcing that she needs to rest. Nobody will really believe that, but it gives her an excuse to go into her bedroom alone for some peace and quiet. The apartment, bar her locked study, is free and open to Zandros to explore. Perhaps that might even distract him from the sound of Isidor pacing back and forth in her room.

Eventually she lies down, and although she can't sleep, at least she has a plan to keep her thoughts off of less pleasant topics.

The next day she's dressed in black, a modest dress that stops below the knees and just shy of long sleeves. She only has time to appreciate the efficiency and speed of Zandros' servants and sister before she finds herself in an altogether different environment. For a moment she's distracted by her surroundings, but then Zandros' offered hand takes up her attention. It takes her a moment to accept it, but once she does it's with certainty. This way he might remain distracted from his lost arm which, in turn, might help him focus. These are hopes which are quickly dashed with Marsha's intense greeting.

Immediately there's a grimaced-smile and eyes that are a touch wide as she turns from Marsha to Zandros to beam 'You could have warmed me' directly into his head, and then smiles back at their host. How she manages not to twitch at the idea of leaving the 'gentlemen to talk' she doesn't know.

It takes a split second to reply as she composes herself into what she considers her best bet (without burning all the bridges she meets).

"What a kind offer, but..." She pauses and rests a hand on Zandros' arm, looking at him sadly before turning back to Marsha. "My dear Zandros has been through so much, I think he would benefit greatly from some gentle, familiar company. He needs all the kind care he can get. Biscuits and tea wouldn't hurt either."

It's at this point she puts a hand on Zandros' lower back and pushes him closer to Marsha while she steps bit by bit towards the man in the corner. "You'll do me this favour, won't you? I promise I'll do my best not to bore your husband..."

Date: 2020-04-25 12:17 pm (UTC)
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Marsha allowing herself to be politely strongarmed makes things that much easier and when it's only Zandros looking her way she shares a pleased tug of a grin with him. So far so good. Isidor's method of social teamwork quite often involves a sacrificial lamb, but usually that's her brother. Zandros is going quite nicely in his stead.

Once she's turned to her true objective, the fake smile drops away and she allows herself the cool confidence she prefers. Her gaze lingers on the sword as she passes it, her eyebrows twitching upwards in a brief acknowledgement. When she reaches the death knight she folds her hands behind her back and waits a split second before speaking. From what little she's seen, death knights seem prone to either on constant action or extreme patience. So with this one she feels free to take her time as much as her eagerness will allow.

"Mister Ademar. A pleasure to make your acquaintance. I am Isidor Durant." She almost stops there but, remembering her official connection to this world, she adds, "I'm Zandros Alter's fiancée."

Date: 2020-04-26 09:51 pm (UTC)
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The silence is mildly irksome. Mostly because it slows down her progress, but also because it amplifies all the sounds in the room: Making her conversation less private and allowing Zandros' frustration to become contagious.

She presses forward, trying to be less annoyed than she is. The dead may have all the time in the world, but she does not, so she proceeds with her usual forwardness. "I want to ask you a few questions about being a death knight, if you'd be so kind to answer... Do you know Harrowheart? Harrowheart the Converter?"

Date: 2020-04-27 02:32 pm (UTC)
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That... was not the impression she'd intended to give. But it gets Ademar talking. It might not be the topic she quite aimed for, but she can work with it.

Somehow she manages to resist touching her neck, but she does lift her chin and clear her throat from an imagined obstruction while she lets him finish. Now is not the time to imagine getting strangled. Getting strangled by Harrowheart.

Hearing how Zandros treated Harrowheart drops her spirits like a lead weight and her expression hardens. Part of her wants to ask him to elaborate, but she can make a fair guess. Zandros is as close to her world as her parents could get. That's why they chose him, after all. Did Harrowheart even know what was happening? She can see his face on some poor fool in some hazy memory of hers being poked and prodded like an animal being tricked into dancing.

Arms fold in front of her in an attempt to hide the way her hands have balled into fists. "My fiancé is under the impression that Harrowheart died at the fight for Lordaeron. Battles are chaotic, so I'd like to confirm things for myself. Would you be able to help me with that?"

Date: 2020-04-29 01:05 pm (UTC)
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From a purely pragmatic point of view, it's good to know that Harrowheart isn't disposable. Logic is a comforting state of mind to stay while Ademar describes her boyfriend as potential 'parts'. Now more than ever, she can't rage, or cry, or scream. She has to be the eerie serene of Despoina's High Priestesses.

It's easier thought than done.

"Does..." She swallows her concern down and raises her chin again. "Does that mean he's dead or they haven't found his body yet?"

Date: 2020-04-30 05:50 pm (UTC)
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In recent years Isidor has been exposed to a great deal of events bringing unwelcome amounts of emotion; grief being chief among them. The fear and sadness of her brother's illness held her locked in a limbo where her greatest loss hung over her like an executioner's axe that, luckily, never fell. Then there was Steve, and Josh, and Natasha... But this? This grief doesn't tuck away neatly into sombre ruminations that the world accepted. No, it's far more like a storm than she would like, the wind charging forward one way, then another. The rumble of thunder, and no knowing where the lightning would fall.

The serious expression is really only because all her attention is on her knees and her diaphragm. One wants to buckle, the other wants to heave when she's told, yet again, that Harrowheart is dead. It's the cold, dead certainty that does it. The uncompromising reiteration of what everyone is telling her.

And then the storm twists and her blood runs hot even as her stomach is sick with sorrow. She has to swallow and take a deep breath to speak, but she does, and she takes her time with it.

"You don't know me, Ademar," she says, trying very hard to remain casual, non-confrontational. Factual in the way of the Archon. "But when I find an answer to what I'm seeking, I expect it to be certain beyond a shadow of a doubt. I cannot accept your word as truth until I hold his bones in my own two hands."

"So. In your opinion, what would be the best way to go about that?"

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